nouna's bash :D

first i am going to apologies for the oh so long of me not bloggin :p

not been in the mood latelyy and i have been sooo busyy :(

sooooorrrryyyyy

okayy

detailss :-

place: jumeirah beach/marina/my crib/jBr

duration: almost 2 days

host: nouna :D

party people: EVERYONE ;)

WHAT HAPPENED?

well... the party started at 6

but we arrived at around 10pm

it took us about 40 minutes to find the place!

we arrived and chilled by teh fire, cracked some lame ass jokes,had fun,danced,partied,ate, etc.etc

the party was then brought to marina walk where we chilled till about 4am

then we all went back to my house and they slept ova:p

there was around 10 pl slepin ova in my room!

who knew it was possible?

we eventually didnt realy sleep coz karan was being a pain:D

but we lovee him anyways ;)

when everyone woke up around 2pm we chilled an home till about 7..

a lot of them went home by then..

me, nouna, kim, babes, elli, shazzy

we went to jbr to chill by the beach... AGAIN xD

tehn we went back to my place..

nouna and kim left around 3 am

babes left a lil earlier:(

anywayyy...thats the summary

i cannot go into detail now can i ?

<3

here are some pics to show u what we were upto ;P

ENJOY

*wanna see more pics? check em out on my facebook ;)

barracuda XD

location :*

barracuda beach resort

duration:*

friday till saturday

guests:*

me,payam,kim

host:*

BABES

thursday

okay, soo i was with kimi the nigh before and we were just chilling...

kim had to go home early... so that night i met up with babes and payam

and we went to chill in JBR

we didnt really do anything we were just hanging out a the beach...

it was a funny thing though coz i thought that it was mohsens party that night...

so i brought elli with us..

we went to ibn battutta first to get him a pressie..

we all chipped in and got him a ZIPPO ;)

guess what though...we found out the pary was on the next night!

so thats how we eneded up just chilling in JBR ;p

later

we sent elli home and then i went back with elli...

took a shower and freshened up then went to babes hse

i slept ova coz we were leavin real early the next mornin ;(

babes bed after wakin up :D

lol

friday

okay so we woke up at 8am...

dressed and left around 8.30am

we had to go and pick up kimi from mirdiff:p

after gettng her we were on our journey to baracudda XD

it was a 1 1/2 hour drive!

but it was fun coz we were all in the car together and bonding :D

we stopped at a petrol station and had some hot dogs and sandwiches:p

wen we arrived we ended up chilling in the room..

talked,played,and other stuff ;)

we were up almost all night!

we went to have dinner at the restaurant

played a couple games of pool..

it was reallyyy nice!

then played by the swings and hung out at the beach..

it was veryy chillin..

saturday

we had to leave at 11am!

it was soo hard for us to wake up...

but we did then we all went home..:p

later at night i chilled with babes again:D

that was barracuda :p

*the room*

*the view*




*the restaurant*




*the friends*

all this equals to a hellova load of funXD

xoxo

*thx babes for inviting me;)*

its over :'(

well guys,

me and ammar broke up today...

i actually decided that it was time to let him go...

in a way, we remain close friends...

by doing what i did, i have just stopped myself from hurting:(

ammar is an angel... the fact that he tried his best is totally amazing...

but it has been 6 weeks since i last gone out with him...

its not his fault... i cannot be selfish:(

the thing that i ask to myself is...

how does a gurl break up with someone who loves her sooo much?

at least i think he loves me... he tells me he does.. u knw ?

confussion has been lurking in my mind the entire time...

a part of me feels like i did the right thing,

another part of me wants to just cryy...:(

i think ammar will get someone much better, who isnt so demanding.. :/

the thing is i love him... but as a friend...

i have fallen out of love with him :(

i knw it sounds horrible...

like how the f**k could she fall out of love with such an angel?

i hate myself for doing that :/

but i cant go on being unhappy...

and i cant let him continue in this relationship knowing that he will get much more hurt ...

soo i decided to finally make the desicion to end it..

we decided to remain close friends :D

we still see each other everyday in school :/

but we wont be able to do things we used to...

like makin out in the coridors :(

well... i promsed a post about my relationship...

here it is...:/

ps... i am reading TWILIGHT ;p

assesments XD

okay...

as we all knw...

assesments are starting tomorrow and lasting the entire week!

i slept over at kimi's this weekend and we studied as much as possible!

and then i came home and continued studying my history!

i HATE history....

seirously the entire assasination one the franz guy and his wife...

the entire WORLD WAR I

its all old storryyy's...

okayy sometimes it does get a lil interesting!

like when france,usa and great britian bitch about germany...

even in those days they were BITCHES

LOL...

i have history tomorrow!

and

a math class test:p

oh god help me:(

SUBJECT CHANGE

about the whole ammar thing...

ummm...i still dont knw what to do:/

i knw he loves me...

and i love him...

but i am confused:(

soo we'll see what will happen tomorrow:/

i'll blog about it kayy...:D

CHANGE SUBJECT

the entire weekend was spent with babes and kimi!

had a blast...

saw payam for a while on thursdayy...

miss him already :/

i gtg and continue studyin :((((

wish me luck bitch's

loves

xoxox

*sigh*

okay, so here is what happened...

me and ammar is having some time off from each other..

i promise it is not permanent, its just i need some time alone...

the thing with ammar is that i always understand his situations...

when i decided to have this break between us, i was thinking to myself...how fucking dumb am i?

i mean ammar loves me....

at least thats what he says:(

saying the words I LOVE YOU is not that difficult...

its when u show the person...

sometimes u dont even have to say those words...

just by showing how u feel towards them makes u super happy...

i have tried my best to make ammar feel happy...

seriously i have given it my all...

all i want from him is to show me he loves me...

i need him to WANT me,

i need him to NEED me,

i need him to LOVE me...

it would be very selfish of me to tell him to change,,,

but if he cant change then i would just have to accept him the way he is...

the thing with me is, i am IN LOVE with him...

as much as he hurts me, i continue loving him:(

i dunno what the fuck is wrong with me though :/

all i knw is that i am still in love with ammar...

BTW

this weekend is my study/hangout/sleep weekend at kimi's place:p

i am just gonna have fun and forget about this whole ammar thing for a while:/

i will talk to him on sunday and we will see what happens..

i promise to tell you guys whats neww kayy...

for now i wanna sleep:/

nitess all!!

loves

xoxox

the weekend ;)

well...sorry for the couple dayss delay...was a lil busyy with the school work and shit:p

anywho...i'll start by saying the weekend was with ofcourse babes** and kim** XD

i dunno what i would do without them...:/

okayy...lets start :-

.:thursday:.

well it started as soon as the bell rung at school :D

the three of us headed to ibn battuta...chilled with a couple of friends...till about 7pm

then we headed back to my place..btw kim slept over;)

me and kim freshened up and babes watched CNN with my dad!

lo0ol

anywho, around 9 we headed down to the marina got us some ice and *coke*

started chatting,chilling,and etc.etc.

we hung out till about 2am...

haha not even doing anythin we had soo much fun :p

call us freaks ;)

.:friday:.

this was the dayyy we had the most fun!!

me and the family + kim + randy...went to the beach...

yeaaaaaaaaa babyyyyy sum sun-kissed time ;)

had an amazing time with em...we were there from 12-6!

then had dinner at 'CHOW KING'

around 7.30 reached home...

as usual...babes** went to watch james bond wit his famlyy...

then he caught up with us and we all chilled at marina this time again :p

well lets just say teh night was f**king crazyyy...

and PRIVATE ;)

we met babes in the lobbyy...

and he was using the most sexxiest perfume ;)

*cough*

anywho,we chilled as usual...

then bagaraaa*noor* came!

had a wailll of a night...

thats all i am tellin;)

went home super late!!

like at 4am...

kim v. was there... she came over and lft at like 6am :p

i was totally out!

XD

now how was that for a weekend blog?

simple/boring/nice?

hahaha whatever u bitches think...

i dun care :D

its what i did!

gotta go cook dinner :p

lovess

xoxox

random dayy..

whywell nothing much happened todayy... i slept att 4am yesterdayy...

had about 3 hours of sleep...

in school i think the most interesting thing was PE...

yeaa played with some balls ** and saww my marlove:* doing a lil sports...o00o0oh ;)

well...afetr school i came homw and caught up with some of my missing zZzZzZ,

did that for abt and hour then around 5 went down to the marina to do a lil shopping...

spent 100$ on god knws what!!

had to buyy stuff like tracing paper and files and shit.:p

kimi didnt come to school today so it was a lil boring...

but my gurls*peggy,sara,amna* made the dayy much more tolerable:D

i seriously wouldnt knw what to do without them:(

*subject change*

i miss ammar though...

its been about 3 weeks since i last went out with him...

i mean i knw i see him everydayy in school,but its different when u go out with each other...

u can hold hands, talk abt crap, laugh totally loud...KISS

haha things we cant really do much in school...

coz i see him about 15-20 min. in total everydayyy..

i dunno if he is free this weekend though...

he's always just soo busyy...

and todayy he had a guitar class in school...

yeaa..he isnt the one learning,he's the TEACHER XD

awwww my bf...the TEACHER....

and only I am allowed to KISS him all i want :p

how luckyy am i???

well i am done rambling...

nitess

xoxox

<3>

reports :p

anywho...today papa came over to the school...

yea well coz today was the consultation:p

haha yeaa for the gurls who didnt do well in their assesments this is the dayy they DIE :P

well...i thought today was the daayy i did that...

soo papa came to school at like what...4.40pm :)

then spoke to the teacher..mrs.susha**

and well guess what guys!!

*REPORT*

i got all A's...except for 3 B's :p

haha yeaa babyyy...

i study for like the last week!!

go out everydayy

and i think i did pretty well :/

the next assesment i sooooo cannot do that!

i have to studyy my ass off!!

papa gave me a warning...

see i went out EVERYDAY

so papa said that he was saying yes for me going out and all..

i went out with BABES btw..

i go out tilll late and night and shit..

sooo papa said all he wants are RESULTS!

and lookie here...

i think i gave him quite good results..

so in a wayy i can say we are even!

YAY

i gtg to bed guys..its 3am and i have school in 4 hours!

xoxoxo

loves

<3

p.s: today was me and ammars 4 month!!!

and

mama and papa's 18th year!!!

and

kim and moe's 1 month!!!

i love you

always have

always will

ammar

<3

haapppyy halloweeen :p

31st october 2008

night of halloween

celebrated at the beach

6pm to 2am

guests

*

me

enejan

mona

kim

amir

payam

rachel

mike

alexsandra

mohsen

shiori

beverly

summer

anmol

priya

amna

nadia

proof of our presence :)

mike and alex <3>

mike the joker...:p

alex the victim :p

mike me and anmol

enjoying our verryy boringg night ;)

entertaining ourselves by playing a lil game of

truth or dare

hahaha me and mohsen :D

doing a lil *wink*

luvv yaaa hun XD

me and mike...;)

awwwww aren't theyy just sooooo cute togther:D
the pefect *freaky*couple
<3>

hahaha this was one of the mane things done....
just chilling drinking some coke...
gossiping :D
and i assure u thats all we did
*cough*cough*

i was the devil babyyy XD


me and amir...
snapshot moment ;P



awwwww
the threee angels :D
beverly*shiori*summer



one of my bestest friendsss kimi *on the left*

and rachel

love this gurl to death :p

<3

overall:

rate: 6/10

*could have been a bit more fun ;P

but loved it anywaysss XD

thx guys for showing up :p

lovesss

xoxoxox

oman :*

well....the trip to oman was a very

familyy thing:)

we spent 7 hours to get to our destination!!

7 hours of our family being together in our car...bonding...singing...talking...snoring XDanyways we stayed in a hotel apartment...there wasn't much in oman...its mostly a historic place...old things...old people...:p

pix for your enjoymeny :p

daddyyy driving the carr :D

our hotel:D

*may not look like much*

but it has a kitchen and 2 bedrroms and 3 bathrroms...:p

*THE VIEW*
me :D

at the yathc's placee XD

the fort.....*where people die XD*


the FOOD :P

this is a picture of our simple kampung fried rice..

which costs RM55.00 XD

the breathtaking sunset is well...breathtaking:D

alltogether..oman was a vacation that was enjoyed...

but i think it will be quite some time before we vacation again :D

<3

long time hmmm? :(

hello my fellow readers (if i have any that is)...

its been a really long time since i have updated...:(

i have been pretty busy lately...

and soo much has happened i dun even knw where to start:S

MONA'S BEACH PARTY ;)

started out simple and fun...

ended up being a crazyyyy night ;P

detailss :

well...i actually was sleeping over at kim's place that night...

so we went from her hous to mercato..to meet up with amir :)

went shopping for a pressie for the b'dayy gurll ;)

then headed to the scene:p

the party didnt start for abt and hour coz the b'day gurl was fashionably late :D

but when she arrived we had a blast

and we went back at abt 2.30am :))

YEAAAAA XD

after the partyy me and kimi couldn't stop ourselves from stopping at

mcdonalds for some burgers and fries XD

we were having hunger strikesss :P

the next night after having a massive hangover :(

we slept in a lil bit...then around 7pm went to visit our bestieee NOOR :D

she had to mmove to sharjah so we thought whyy not drop by and crash the house !

XD

instead of helping we ate her food and hung out :p

arent we such good friendss??

miss ya hell a lot babe :(