well what can i say about life right now...
besides the fact that all i have ever done is help people...
and actually try my best to be there for whoever it is that needs someone...
and what is it that i get at the end of the fuckin day?
backstabbers...hatred...lies....pain
sometimes i think that being nice is no longer worth it
ur workin ur ass of as someone who is there
and eventually u are the one that ends up crying...
no matter how much u love that person, or how much u care for that person...
that person would end up hurting you the most
that person would littrelly break u...
i would NEVER create the same mistake...
i dont ever want to be so god damn close to someone where it leads to the point of suicidal
its great that i have friends and that i hope they wont turn their backs on me...
but who knws?
i thought this one person would be there for me forever and care for me
but at the end of the day it all ends up in heart break...
everyone is like.. oooh ELIQA... ALWAYS HAPPY AND SMILLING =)
well guess what ladies and gentleman do u knw how fuckin hard it is for me to put on that face?
to walk in school and smile away and help other people?
how fucked up it is for me to have to hide how i feel...
because i have to be strong for every single person put there that needs me...
someone fucks me up and at the end of the day what do i do?
i forgive and forget
thats just who i am...and i cant change that...
but im sooo tired of being the only gurl EVERY-fuckin-ONE ssteps on...
the people out there should never take a person for granted
beacuse they may seem strong and happy on the outside..
but theyre bleeding in the inside...
and never judge a person
*wheeiuuhh*
besides the fact that all i have ever done is help people...
and actually try my best to be there for whoever it is that needs someone...
and what is it that i get at the end of the fuckin day?
backstabbers...hatred...lies....pain
sometimes i think that being nice is no longer worth it
ur workin ur ass of as someone who is there
and eventually u are the one that ends up crying...
no matter how much u love that person, or how much u care for that person...
that person would end up hurting you the most
that person would littrelly break u...
i would NEVER create the same mistake...
i dont ever want to be so god damn close to someone where it leads to the point of suicidal
its great that i have friends and that i hope they wont turn their backs on me...
but who knws?
i thought this one person would be there for me forever and care for me
but at the end of the day it all ends up in heart break...
everyone is like.. oooh ELIQA... ALWAYS HAPPY AND SMILLING =)
well guess what ladies and gentleman do u knw how fuckin hard it is for me to put on that face?
to walk in school and smile away and help other people?
how fucked up it is for me to have to hide how i feel...
because i have to be strong for every single person put there that needs me...
someone fucks me up and at the end of the day what do i do?
i forgive and forget
thats just who i am...and i cant change that...
but im sooo tired of being the only gurl EVERY-fuckin-ONE ssteps on...
the people out there should never take a person for granted
beacuse they may seem strong and happy on the outside..
but theyre bleeding in the inside...
and never judge a person
let the person live her/his life...
I FINALLY GOT IT ALL OUT*wheeiuuhh*
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