Agesssss x

well, it has been ages since my last update...

it's as though i went MIA for the whole of November eh ?

Haha no worries im still ALIVE.

and i am actually

enjoying it very much. I had my first assesments and guess what i got?

2A* 4A 1C 2D

Amazing innit?

well i got a D for islamic and maths...

other then that... hmmm...

I'm on holidays now, for another 6 days ;)

yes bitch's be Jealous

I'm gonna be leaving for Austria this month for Christmas

Then hopefully if Mama and Papa say yes i will be headed to Thailand with my schoool

.x)

Well yes i am dating now.

his name is Mezi.

He's 18.

He's smart and charming ;)

He came over yesterday and met my parents

we went for some shisha and we chilled at home the entire dayy

haha, lets not escape the fact that he lives in freaking Sharjah which is like an hour away

haha its still fresh but we sure do like Love each other ;)

Ohhh i was in JBR todayy

met up with a bunch of friends and we chilled had dinner at hardees

Guest List

Haitham

Salim
Santaraa

Shrimpyy

Farooq

Aj

Connie

Ali

Saood

and soooo many more..

there was like 30 people

lets just say it was an outdoor PARTY

Too bad my Baby wasnt there :(

I miss himm...

anywayss

i will try and update more often okay.

ill tryyyy...

Mwa xxxx

loves

Dead x

it's quite amazing that i haven't updated this poor abandoned thing :/
i dunno what hit me to actually update this thing.
well here i am :D
hmm where should i start eh?

first.
i am fine and doing okay actually.
no longer in fucked up reltionships.
i'll be taking papa's advice on this.
i'll happily stay single carefree and funky ;)

second.
i went to KEVA .
its a club next to chi@the lodge.
hahaha
your thinking how the eff did i get my ass in a CLUB :p
not much to it actually.
the gurl throwing the birthday*sanjana*
her dad OWNS the place ;)

third.
there is no third actually..
oohhh except that im in first language english.
and its kinda fucking my brain,hahaha
so many shit
BUSSINESS is okayy
so is ECONOMICS ;)
<3

overall everythings been good:)
thank GOD xD

MWA x
ill try updating more often

Love Drunk ?

I cant belive i am actually going to be blogging at this time of the night xD
but i cant get my mind off this one thing
how is it that to me being DRUNK and being IN LOVE is the same shit.

let me explain.
see when you get drunk your usually hungover the next day . right?
same shit goes to being in love. don't you think so?
your in love, it lasts for a while then the pain you get after breaking up is the hangover.
think about it. i mean reallyy think about it.

I'll split it into two categories.

Being Drunk:
once we are drunk, obviously we enjoy ourselves without thinking of anything else accept having fun.
we do stupid shit and just savor that moment
that moment, to some, makes them happy.
then we wake up the next day with a Hangover and the Headaches
saying how much we regret getting drunk in the first place.


Being In Love:
We love being In Love,
it apparently gives us happiness and joy
it supposedly gives us that feeling of butterflies in your stomach
you do things that you enjoy doing with your bf/gf
then when its over.
BAMMM!
your struck with depression and the feeling of pure pain.
the feeling that you wished and regretted ever falling In Love with that person
trusting him/her with everythin


Now try and combine them both and compare it.
isn't it practically identical?
happiness,joy,fun-hangover,pain,depression
both leading to regret

there i've said whats on my mind at 2.30 am
and i have school in about 5 hours x

loves.
x

boo ;)

since its been ages :D

thought i would Blog a lil for my fellow readers..

Doubt i have any thoughh ;)

well nothin much has happened to be honest

so no point in blaberrin about my nothingness :D

heres a link to a song i am totallyy in love with

introduced to me by my shrimppyyy Nouna <3>

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=STkzdgW7ONs

*click it*

you know you want to

Niteyy Night Babiess

i Need sleep

Its 5.30am

Mwa.

x

simply pain...

when you feel as though you are in love, and your still at such a young age...
its nothing but a load of BULL...
he would say anything to get something from you
and no matter what anyone says it will never last
at the end of the day its only pain and tears for you
while he walks away with the prize
at such a young age we have to go through so much stress and problems
i dont know about everyone out there though :/
i know i am feeling thiss way
thats why i decided to blog and share how i feel.
the SMILE is fake
underneath it lies pain
but who would be able to see it if u always cover it up ?
he left for good and i feel empty
he told me to forget him and i feel broken
Nouna and Aamir are right
we have to move on...
but why does it hurt so damn much?
fuck it
x

sharjahh xD

im currantly in shrarjah with ma best friend NOUNA :)

haha finally i am away from home..

.something that i need for a looooong time:/

been here for about 4 days nows

we went to DFC a couple days ago and chilled there

everyone was either being FAKE or beig all so WEIRD :P

we went hom bla bla bla.

so im just updating to tell ya'll that i am not at home

but at NOUNAS

hahahhahaha

weeeeeeeeeeeeee xxx

FREEEDOOOOOMMMMM

LOVES TO ALL

Mwa.

x

summer :'(

well as you all know..*or dont know*

i am in DUBAI

no i am not gonna be going anywhere for summer after all

there has been a tragic reason which i would not really like to share with EVERYONE

all i can say is i am spending summer in dubai

my 16th GERMANY getaway isnt happening after all

mama couldnt get a refund

so 3000 bucks gone :'(

well there are the ups

i am staying and chillin with some of my friends here

been shopping coz of the GIANT SALE!

and going out here and there

i dont think i am gonna be updating much thoough

just havent really been in the mood ya know

im going to be in sharjah to stay with NOUNA

i think i might be there for a week or so :D

at least im out of this place ya know

i wanna escape my chores for a while

and see how they can live without me cleaning up after them :/

well ill update soon..

we hope**

lovess..

xoxo