simply pain...

when you feel as though you are in love, and your still at such a young age...
its nothing but a load of BULL...
he would say anything to get something from you
and no matter what anyone says it will never last
at the end of the day its only pain and tears for you
while he walks away with the prize
at such a young age we have to go through so much stress and problems
i dont know about everyone out there though :/
i know i am feeling thiss way
thats why i decided to blog and share how i feel.
the SMILE is fake
underneath it lies pain
but who would be able to see it if u always cover it up ?
he left for good and i feel empty
he told me to forget him and i feel broken
Nouna and Aamir are right
we have to move on...
but why does it hurt so damn much?
fuck it
x

sharjahh xD

im currantly in shrarjah with ma best friend NOUNA :)

haha finally i am away from home..

.something that i need for a looooong time:/

been here for about 4 days nows

we went to DFC a couple days ago and chilled there

everyone was either being FAKE or beig all so WEIRD :P

we went hom bla bla bla.

so im just updating to tell ya'll that i am not at home

but at NOUNAS

hahahhahaha

weeeeeeeeeeeeee xxx

FREEEDOOOOOMMMMM

LOVES TO ALL

Mwa.

x

summer :'(

well as you all know..*or dont know*

i am in DUBAI

no i am not gonna be going anywhere for summer after all

there has been a tragic reason which i would not really like to share with EVERYONE

all i can say is i am spending summer in dubai

my 16th GERMANY getaway isnt happening after all

mama couldnt get a refund

so 3000 bucks gone :'(

well there are the ups

i am staying and chillin with some of my friends here

been shopping coz of the GIANT SALE!

and going out here and there

i dont think i am gonna be updating much thoough

just havent really been in the mood ya know

im going to be in sharjah to stay with NOUNA

i think i might be there for a week or so :D

at least im out of this place ya know

i wanna escape my chores for a while

and see how they can live without me cleaning up after them :/

well ill update soon..

we hope**

lovess..

xoxo

yesterdays bliss ;)

well yesterday i went out with a bunch of friends.. :D

we went to ibn batutta and chilled for a while..

went ROLLER BLADING

watched THE PROPOSAL

haha it was soooo funny :p

i must sayy wasnt expecting it to be so funny

me and rishi was laughing our asses off

o0oh me and courtney went into a competition for the SINGSTAR on PS3

we got the highest score..

we just have to wait and see if we win :D

anyways

arived home at around 12am after the movie

salooh came and brought me dinner then we hung out in marina till late..

that was the day

hahah even if there MIGHT be more

i dont KISS AND TELL ;)

can you people believe i UPDATED xD

hahaha

talk about joblesss... <3

lo0ong time eh?

well haha i know i havent been updating lately..
not to say that i dnt have time:/
its just that i havent been in the mood to blog you know..
so once again i am sorry :(
well at least im here now and i am blogging...

FIRST
well nicole and dina had a birthday celebration
and so here are some pics for your enjoyment :D
DETAILS
happened at JBR beach
tons of people cam
music and drinks
enjoyed it :D
nicole slept ova ;)


SECOND
since it took me almost an hour to upload those 3 pics
i aint uploadin anymore for the night
i guess i'll just be typing down the actions ;)
haha
went to a FKME party which ended up being amazing
well salooh came to pick me up then we went
arrived around 9
party had a DJ *who is a good friend of mine*
drinks..
MUSIC
haha
salooh sent me back around 2 am
awww what a gentleman :p
whatever *cough*

IM GONNA BE FLYING TO GERMANY IN ABOUT 9 DAYS <3
cant wait to go and see eric gonna be there for about 6 weeks :D awwwwww
details :
leaving on the 18th july
flying from dubai to frankfurt then to berlin
thats where eric will pick me up
stay a couple days in berlin then go back to eric's
:D
arriving back on the 31st

well thats that people
its 6.15 am right now and i am seriously BORED
i think ama go and head to bed aight:D
ya'll take care and enjoy your summer...
if your lucky i'll update if not then i wont :/
no promises

PS
i got my results :/
lets just say i didnt do too well :(
i got
1-A*
1-A
1-C
and the rest-B

i got a C for FRENCH xD
at least i passed that!!
weeeiiiuuuuhhhh -_-"

loves x

summer time <3

the finals are finally over! thank god for that..
and i can smell the summer air around the corner
as you all know i have been doing nothing but studying my ass off...
and now that the finals are over i am freeee... :)
the weekend consisted of some party-ing!

first
i went to salmans party *SUGAR HIGH*
wasnt all that amazing but i was with some friends and it ended up fine :)
salooh picked me up at 9 and we went and reached there around 9-10..
then we had some mc'D and we sent some of his friends home back to mirdiff..
by the time we came back to marina it was about 3am alreadyy...
we went to the beach and chilled..
i went home at around 5.30am :D
ahhhhh... :)

second

i had my 16th birthday gathering!
haha yeaa well it wasnt really a party if i might say so myslef :p
it was held at the beach and about 18 people came :)
it was fucking HOT and the gurls simply stripped and went into the water :)
haha we had no music coz my speakers werent working
but we ended up crazking some jokes and entertaining ourselves :D
after that we went to hardees for some fooood XD
everyone went back so only a bunch of us went back to marina
chilled like old times actually <3>
aamir is left for london *i think*
wont be seeing him till august :'(
the gurls slept over btw
NIKOL
PAIGE
NOUNA
haha it was a hell of a night :)
thanks guys for coming and staying eventghough it sucked!
lovee you babyyyy's

PROOF#1

PROOF#2

PROOF#3

well school isnt officially out yet though:/
so im going to school tomorrow :D

i'll see u bitches in school eh?
loveeee youuuu xD

finals = suicide

well.. as you all have noticed i havent been updatin my blog.. :p
its not coz im lazy this time..
FINALS HAVE BEEN GOIN ON FOR ABOUT A WEEK NOW
i have been doin nothin but study :'(
there will be a party hopping weekend as soon as the finals end :)

will update u on anythin as soon as the finals are over..
love youuuuu x <3

SCHEDULE

sunday: english
monday: science
tuesday: french
wednesday: history
thursday: geography

*WEEKEND*

sunday: maths
monday: arabic
tuesday: islamic

5 DOWN 3 TO GO

wish me luck babies xD